December 26, 2006, 3:45 pm : What is it all about?

I woke up today, with a schedule all planned out, having almost every moment spoken for. 

This happens sometimes but a lot of the time my planner looks more like a task list.  Just gotta get-er-done.  But in looking over what I have to do to survive, I noticed that I had nothing to help me LIVE. 

Yes there is a differance between surviving and living. Let me ask you this.  Do you feel like you have a purpose that you are not accomplishing? Do you have that tugging at that inner part of you that says, ”you were meant for more?”  Do you work a job that pays the bills but does not feed the soul?

 WHAT ARE WE TO DO?  We have watched too much tv.  We have been a product of the reality generation.  Where people are just getting recognized for looking good and partying harder than the rest. Been there done that. I got a lot of free drinks and paid for a lot more. 

There was even an article on me in a Nashville rag on what it meant to be a chicken-fried Rock star.  The little thing they failed to mention was that this Nashvegas Rock star was waiting tables at the Melting Pot and he was not playing out nearly as much as going out. 

Hmmmm. So now, after getting off the subject, I feel a little numb. I feel like there is something more something that I need to leave home for, something that the heavens open up and light my head with some epiphany.

I realize that my life has just been a part of some huge event,  that the camera pans out and the full puzzle comes into view.  Does anyone else feel like they are surviving when they sould be living?   I think there is an army of us out there and think what an army could do… but were is our picture, what is the puzzle we need to fit into?

2 Comments

1. Joel Says:
   January 4th, 2007 at 3:51 am

   Have you ever been walking, and suddenly felt like you were watching the world through someone else’s eyes? Almost like that feeling you get when you’re so into a movie, and then you realize you need to move for someone passing your seat, leaving the theater–the moment you remember that it’s just a movie you’re watching?

   I’m not schizo, I swear! Just an interesting thought, considering your post. I like your music, you’ve got some good stuff! You play guitar, right? How long you been playing?

   Anyway, keep it up!
   ~Joel — asidetheline.blogspot.com

   
   
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